Okay, so she didn't tell me, her song from 13 years ago did.
And yes, I realize I am taking that line waaay out of context.
I don't care.
I can feel bad if it makes me feel better.
I am not as emotional today.
Not near as many tears. Thank goodness.
I think I was scaring the twins all day yesterday.
They were sweet as can be, trying to cuddle me and kiss me.
I love those girls.
I am still angry though.
And frustrated. Anxious. Scared. Eager. A little sad. And confused. And let down.
But the good news is the consultation is scheduled for 10am Friday morning.
Hooray Progress.
And I had a half-caff coffee again this morning. Second day in a row.
That seriously deserves a medal, or a prize, or in the very least a pat on the back.
2 comments:
It IS ok! Don't forget "I just wanna be mad for a while." Thanks for that one, Terri Clark. :o)
That's great news about the consultation! Eyes on the prize (which, right now, is the surgery)--it'll help to have something to focus on, even if it's not what you were hoping.
I am so angry that you are having to feel this way. :( But you really can feel bad for awhile. Sometimes the only thing that can get you out of a funk is really relishing that funk for awhile. I'm really glad that you scheduled the consultation and I hope that you guys can get this taken care of quickly!
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